Not Losing Anything - But That Is Ok
Sunday, March 03, 2013
I'll admit I fell off track I only went to the gym once last week but I am ok with that. I did some videos so instead of 3 days at the gym I got in one day and did one video. It may not seem like much but I feel I am making progress because I am doing something.
When I started about a month ago I did not take a picture as soon as I started I don't know what I was thinking. But I did take pictures for this week and I also have a progress photo.
It does not seem like a big different but I am starting to feel that my body is changing even if the scale says it does not. I am holding myself more accountable if I miss a session at the gym or if I eat something I should not eat. I know I will not lose weight over night and that is ok. I am still happy that I decided to take thing more serious this time around.
I want to lose weight because I am unhappy with the way my body looks and I have friends telling me I shouldn't worry about that to much because I look fine. But the truth is I do not agree, yes I think I am beautiful but this weight I packed on in two years is unhealthy and I need to change that. I love myself and I need to be healthier there is no reason why I should be out of breath just by getting out of bed to walk to the bathroom. I am losing weight not to make my partner look at me more, I am not losing weight because society says I should be smaller, I am not doing this because someone called me fat. I AM going to get RID of this weight for BREANNA! So I can be healthier and weigh less.
Also I started the 28-Day Bootcamp Challenge. Last time I started I didn't make it pass
but this time around no excuses I'll finish! I'll post an update next Sunday with my goals and my progress.
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