Saturday, March 02, 2013
Almost a month has gone by since I've started this new journey, and I am now back where I was this time last year. It makes me wonder if I had pushed on last year instead of letting unsuporting people, and lack of motivation get to me, where I would be now. I know now that I gave up to easily, and it was my choice alone to do so. I need to have the determination that no matter if my family is unsuportive, or if my back and other health issues are causing pain and problems to just keep going and not give up. I don't want this to be a diet, I want it to be a permanent life style, that will hopefully rub off on my family. I need to do this for me, not for what anyone else has to say. My health has to become a priority which I've ignored for far too long. I have pre-diabetes, sciatic nerve problem, depression, and anxiety issues, all of which can be helped or fixed though this life style change and lots of prayer, it is now up to me to just do it and push though the boundaries and to not let anything get in the way to stop me. I use to say I think I can do this, what I believe now is I know I can do this.