Well to say the least I have gained some weight. My last weigh in was 225 lbs. I'd like to say that I have a good excuse for gaining another 25lbs, but I dont. I'm currently at a Mental Health Facility and am going to be there until the completion of my Program (8 weeks), of Post Traumatic Stress Recovery. Basically its a hospital for mental health issues, and mine is PTSD. I know once I fix my mental health my physical health will fall into place. But it seems like its taking forever. I hate being fat, and I have no self esteem. I just wish I had never gone to Afghanistan and I was the me I used to be. Dont know what else to write, just thought I'd give you guys a glimpse into whats new with me.