I have a weird headache today.... it's not really a headache as much as it is just a dull throb. Took some Excedrin hoping it will make it go away. My stomach is feeling weird today too.... which is strange. The only thing I can think of is that I'm having a reaction to the nicotine patches. . . like I did with the 21 mg.

So, I'm officially taking over the membership at Best Fitness from my cousin. I'm happy about that. I'm going to start working towards being able to meet my pt scores for the State Police exam. We'll see. I would ideally like to be able to pass the PT test by July, but that's a lot of work in a very short period of time.

I'm second guessing myself on this job offer that I recieved. I liked the company but I remember this job was not great. I really didn't care for it. I am wondering if it's worth it to drive 40 miles every day. I don't really care for elder care, its not really my thing, but I know I need a job. I know that I could take it until I can test for the State Police, but we will see how that goes. I need to reach out to a recruiter next week to start the process. The one down fall to the state police is that I would have to go through a 12 week training course in harrisburg PA of which I would be away from my kids during the week and that is a lot to put on my husband/in laws. I don't know what to do..... grrr.

I made oppsies today! they aren't bad, but they aren't fantastic either. I need some work on my recipe. I have been slacking on my eating the last few days.... which I know is bad. I just haven't really been thinking about it. But I know my caloric deficit has been WAY too high. I can feel it too, I'm tired and not very motivated to do much of anything. Gotta start drinking my water again too. I can't keep drinking Coffee because I think that might be part of what is making my tummy upset.

Well, speaking of food, i'm off to make dinner :) Not sure what yet but I'll figure something out!