Thursday, February 28, 2013
I've admitted when I cheated, admitted when I got lazy, told it like it was when my back was out and I had bronchitus and I couldn't work out at all. I lost 1 1/2 pounds when I started my new goal 3 weeks ago, put it back on when I got depressed and I was furious with myself. This week I have kicked my butt at the YMCA - did On Demand fitness programs on the days I did not go to the YMCA. I've cut back on my snacking and started going to bed earlier so that I don't snack and I do get in at least 6 hours ZZZZ. So I climb on the scales today and they say 1 1/2 pounds over what I started at! I am now at almost the heaviest I have ever been - all this watching and working out is just not worth it! I'm as close to quitting as I ever have been. Really bad mood tongiht.