Thursday, February 28, 2013
So far, being on Spark isn't really helping. I signed up 6 months ago and haven't made progress. I have met some very nice people so I would never say I regretted doing it.
And I have made temporary progress here and there. But I always go back to my old habits and regain whatever weight I lost.
I think in order for this to really "work" I need to get involved more. I need to read more, blog, visit all the sections of the site, etc.
I guess in order to see "less of me" I need to put "more of me" into this Spark experience.
Sometimes I wonder what would REALLY motivate me to lose weight. Other than something like "winning a million dollars" the only thing that comes to mind would be finally meeting a nice man to share my life with. I wish I could see him now so I could at least have that to look forward too.
I will try to put more of myself into this experience, including writing blogs about whatever I'm feeling at the time. I'll probably bore everyone to death but I think there must be a reason to open up and share feelings. Maybe that's part of the process for losing weight.
Thanks for listening!