Wednesday, February 27, 2013
I talked about my motherís timed pity parties in a blog awhile ago. Basically you got 2 minutes on the microwave time to have your pity party and then you had to suck it up and do something about the problem. Iím certain my mom understood that some things take longer than 2-5 minutes (I got 5 minutes once when I caught my prom date with a cheerleader). But Iím certain the timer never went for 4 DAYS - let alone for the last month.
Iíve been wallowing in my misery. Yeah, really great way to get over/through it Ė cover yourself!
I don't know why all this came to me this am, maybe because enough is enough. Well, no matter the fact is time to BEEP!
There isn't anything I can do about the money situation. It is what it is. I just have to hope things can hold while I save. Nothing more to do, so move on.
Boy child is home with the hubby and on restriction. We had another long talk last night and all I can do is try to find a way to get through to him. I love him and am not giving up. I know he wants to "do good" (his words). We'll get there, I just have to be more creative than other parents. I can do that.
Foodtopia is CLOSED! Good grief - my diet has been insane. No wonder I feel like crap - you are what you eat! My tummy is going on restriction!
I have a daily exercise sheet and I have to do it. No more excuses. Yeah, I'm tried and feel crappy. I'm eating junk and sitting on my arse! Gee Kitty, doesn't take a brain surgeon to figure this one out. And no more excused about being a weather wimp. Yes, I get sore faster in the cold. So I do 1 or 2 miles instead of 3 or 4. Not 4 or nothing! Good grief.
I know I've said this over and over and over this winter but I'm getting back up. There are problems I can solve and I need to solve those and get them out of my way. There are problems I need to work on and I kind of know what to do so I just need to get on it. And there are problems that I'm just stuck with, well no sense spinning my wheels - I need to find a coping method and just deal.
Hmm - walking? running? dancing like a fool? Yep, those should do. Can't solve anything if I'm not moving forward.