My roommate is getting her car on the road this week, so I am going to be out of here and even if it is sitting by the lake, doing nothing, I'm not making meals any more. I pay all the bills, buy most of the food, which I am going to stop, and with my van on the road, I am going to be mobile again, I'm going to enjoy life, and when I leave here, I am going alone. I spoke to my son today and I will be visiting them more, even if I have to sit on the bottom step and scooch my way up to them. I hate and at the same time, I like having them here, but it is just more than I can stand. I am also having a very large motor home made so I can travel with my jewelry any go where I am needed to help with fund raisers all over the states. I hope to meet a lot of my friends here finally in person and to be able to thank you all for being here with me. Today what set me off was, my roommate and her mom and that woman that hurt me are off to the casino for lunch and gaming, John and his mom are also there. So as I sit here I get angrier and angrier and finally I blew. So now Cathy knows how I am feeling, so maybe they will all understand when I get going I'm not looking back. It will be nice to spend time with my daughter in law and grandson's, and not hurry home to feed anyone. I will get home and go to my room and watch tv, and post on here to let you all know what a great day I had.

I love you, and can't wait to actually give you all a hug.