Tuesday, February 26, 2013
Feeling lonely today-wanting to reach out to someone and not sure who. I read someone's blog today that talked about wanting to be thin so they could have friends. While I don't expect being thin to bring me more friends, I do think I have used weight as a way to hide. When I was younger I was very underweight and that was a way to hide too. I'm shy. Maybe as I lose weight I will grow in confidence enough to introduce myself to people and say hello.
Maybe not. I just want to stop hiding. I want to be brave enough to let people know me. My worth cannot be in the size of my jeans or the number on the scale-it has to be in who I am and my relationship to my creator. Why is this so hard? I want to be beautiful-why does this even matter again?