Tuesday, February 26, 2013
WHERE TO START....
Well from since the fire and trying to maintain at 195.. life happened. Still haven't moved back in and for some reason, i fell in love. Strange the things that happen when you least expect it. Probably it's all the chaos that caught me off guard. Anyhow it has been 5 really great months(crossing fingers) and 20 lbs more. So i'm back at it again. The best part is that he actually walks with me when i have to exercise.. which is such a wonderful feeling. The problem i am having is being as focused as i was when i was alone. seem the situation has made me complacent and i don't want that. Though he says it's probably because i'm not in my own home, I can't say that's the reason. i do feel like i am in limbo mentally and physically, but i know that i can do better and that's what's getting to me. So i struggle on.