Monday, February 25, 2013
Thank you to everybody for the encouragement . My bf and I had been fighting for a really long time and finally we solved it all .
Secrets are never good and telling them will totally set you free.
My secret was cancer , yup got it been going through treatment and keeping it all to my self because I didnt want my bf to look at me like a broken toy.
I am constantly sick bc of the weather , i dont do well to weather change . my skin ,psoriasis and well not to mention my weight ... so it was just something that i didnt want to bother him with .
Later I realised I am just fighting with him because I am frustrated and its just all too much for me to handle and i need somebody to be like hey ! breath , slow down .
Things are and will be okay . positive thinking here.
currently at work and my food for today has been good , i am still coming in under calories and i need to really adjust my foods . still coming short on my protein and a lil high on the fat , carbs are on point.
Food prep for today was good though I am seriously going to try prepping like 2 days before hand or something .
i was on the hunt for glass bowls for my foods and my bf and i found them at walmart, gotta love pyrex is that how you spell it ? it a pack of 3 bowls with lids , for i think 11 bucks or 9 i forget . but it holds 2 cups of food and i picked up a set of 4 smaller bowls that hold 1 cup of food.
I am addicted to glass containers !
Yesterday my bf and i went out and it was the first time we official went to a place and ate dinner like since ive been in vegetarian mode.
Success,we ate at a thai place and the dishes i normally get i sub,tofu and it was good . i thought the dish would not taste the same but it was fine
well back to work i will write more later