Monday, February 25, 2013
My accountability stinks. I've decided I'm going to make my nutrition and fitness trackers public. We'll see how long it lasts. Making them public is not an invitation for public commentary, but a method of making myself accountable. Do I really want all you hard working, dedicated souls to see that I ate two cheeseburgers (from two totally different restaurants), a cup of chili and a Baskin Robbins ice cream cone for lunch? No. I absolutely don't. So, why am I posting it? Because maybe if I know it's visible, I won't eat the stuff.
Today was a terrible bingey day. Yesterday ended up being a terrible bingey day too. I've been extremely dedicated for the past couple of weeks with no progress and my impatient nature got the best of me. Oh, the pressure! I've just gotta have a little freedom here, folks. (Somebody smack me in the forehead before I go completely off the deep end.) SEXBOBOMB--You know what I'm talking about. That little anti-authoritarian witch inside won the last two rounds, but I've got her back in cuffs.
As I start into this new public phase, you should know that not all of the prior days' tracking is accurate. For instance, I did not log all of Sunday's food. I mean seriously, how do you track a chocolate tasting party? But starting today, it's ON! I'm laying it all out there. I'm going to track everything--to the best of my ability. I'm also going to be fooling around with my calorie range a bit over the next couple of weeks. 1400-1500 wasn't cutting it. I'm not sure if it was the extra exercise I was doing or if my body has readjusted to a lower range.
Please send any extra positive vibes you may have laying around.
P.S. I cannot SERIOUSLY believe my stomach is growling right now. Are you KIDDING me????