I just wanted to share that I am throwing down my cigarettes...I know this isn't ex.org or whatever the smokers cite is...but they are very supportive anyway..last time I tried them I failed because of what some people were saying about what I put in my blog...which was suppose to be anything I felt or how I felt. Anyway, they just made me feel like I wasnt good enough when I would post about being sick and naseauted (spelled wrong) from withdrawls almost felt as though they hadn't really ever quit or they would have understood my moodiness andthe withdrawl symptoms right? Not really here to talk about that just wanted to let everyone know what was up if I go missing for a few days...lol I have decided to use the patch to quit this time with the steps to quitting. I am on step 2 because I already had myself down to less than 10 a day. WISH ME LUCK!!!!!!!

I have been working out and watching what I eat even though I haven't been posting very much on here. I lost a pound this past week, which isn't much but it's not a gain and my fiance did take me out to eat this weekend a couple times so I will take that pound. I plan keyword plan on exercising to help when cravings hit so hopefully I won't gain weight which is my biggest and really only fear of quitting. Okay well I am sure I have bored you all enough. Have a great week everyone!!!!! New me right?