My Bf and I are working out together and losing together. And He took a before pic of himself earlier this week and he was like now your turn. And I was like huh? no no no pics of me. I want to do a before pic but I just feel so gross, I cant even put a weight loss ticket on my SP. I am so disgusted by my self right now.

I am up 30 lbs from what I was 18 months ago, but I was still 10-15 lbs away from my goal weight. A bad break up 2 years ago and being in school last year has helped me put on 30 lbs.

I am hoping I will feel a little better about my self by this weekend to take a before pic. I just want to get the lbs off.

I have been doing the 17 day diet since Friday and Friday and Saturday were good days I did eat a couple thing I shouldn't have. I had left over rice flour dough from making something for my boyfriend so I added chocolate protein powder to it and a some eggs and mixed it up to make like a mock brownie and added raspberries to it also. ( have cravings its close to that girly time of the month ) then made a strawberry sorbet in my vita-mixer to put on top of it.

But starting today I am going to be extra strict. Off to the gym now.