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You're not done 'til you're dead, and even then you can go to medical school...


Sunday, February 24, 2013

Or maybe...not.

A lot of you know the story of how my dad is my hero. An exceptional student in everything he did, being male he was pressured (as most men were back then) to go into the math and science field, and he got his bachelor's degree from NYU (my dad grew up in Brooklyn) in Chemical Engineering. But as he worked in that field (including serving as an engineer when he was drafted in the army during the Korean War...you can imagine the stories of a platoon full of engineers under grunt sargeants he came home with were pretty hilarious), he found that chemicals and conveyor belts just weren't his thing. He somehow (I've never been able to keep the details straight in my head) got involved in an investing club and found that finance was far more interesting to him, and left engineering behind to become a stock broker (which is how he and my mother met - she was one of the first female stock brokers in Cincinnati). He went back to school and got his MBA at Xavier University while I was in elementary school.

Then, my mom had The Stroke in 1976, two weeks after taking the Swine Flu shot - which had nothing to do with why she had the stroke (can we say type-A high-powered smoking coffee-drinking crazy successful real estate agent? Yep, that'll do it), BUT her roomate in the hospital had Guillaume-Barre syndrome, and was involved in the law suit that was taken up against the government by those who suffered with that syndrome after taking that flu shot. And my parents decided they'd get in on that too. Now, they didn't win anything in the case, but my dad found as they were going through the process that he was fascinated by law. SO, he spent a year and got his paralegal certificate ("To see if I still have the chops for going back to school," like there was EVER any doubt) and when I turned 20, my dad went to law school, graduating the same year my sister graduated from college.



At which point, he continued working as a stock broker (with occasional forays into things legal) until he retired, and then used law as his "retirement hobby" - he was financially solvent enough that he could take only the cases that interested him, and ended up doing a lot of pro bono work for Pro Seniors, a non-profit group that helps the elderly deal with legal issues (like guardianships, etc).

So you can imagine, as we were growing up, my sister and I were forever teasing our dad "So when are you going to decide what you want to be when you grow up, Daddy?" :) Or, alternatively, asking him when he was going to medical school, since it was the only thing he hadn't done yet.
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So what did my dad do, but donate his body to the University of Cincinnati Medical school when he died.

No seriously. They use the cadavers for 2 years, and then have a lovely ceremony for the families and bury the cremated remains in a memorial plot at Spring Grove Cemetery (minus any ashes the family may choose to keep - my sister and I spread some of his ashes over our mother's grave in Forest Lawn - she died in 1997, surviving The Stroke by 20 years, which her doctors had never expected). When my sister got the call that it was time for his "class" to have their memorial service, she told me "Daddy's graduating from medical school!"
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So yeah, my dad is my example that you're not done until you're dead, and even then you can go to medical school. I've held onto that, particularly as I've gained the confidence (largely through my accomplishments here in losing the weight and completing a marathon, along with the support of my mate and my kids) to tackle going back to school myself for nursing. And though I've found that I LOVE my new job as an STNA and really feel I could continue working with these people at this place for the rest of my life and be happy, I'm determined to get that RN dammit. I want a degree in SOMETHING. See, when I graduated from high school, I planned to become a doctor. No really, my first college major was biochemistry, with the intent to go pre-med. If I hadn't procrastinated my applications, I'd have gone to Northwestern and done their accelerated 6-year MD program. But then I moved out, dropped out, got knocked up, placed a baby for adoption and eventually got married and started having babies, and all that went out the window, as did any confidence in my own intelligence or mental abilities (no really, ask any stay-at-home mom and she'll tell you nobody expects you to have a brain anymore if you don't have a college degree and a high-powered career, and eventually you forget you ever had one too).

But NOW, now I'm going to school. I'm going to become an RN. And I'm RAWKING this - seriously, I managed to keep a 4.0 through the last few semesters. In my current classes, I have higher than 100% in my A&P 2 class, and a 96% in microbiology, and I'm totally eating this stuff UP (ask the mate, or my kids, or my ex...I've totally been geeking out about all the stuff we know in microbiology now that they didn't know when I was last learning this stuff in high school). I told my A&P professor last semester that if it was 30 years ago, I'd totally follow HIS career path, because I totally love learning this stuff. But it's not 30 years ago, so I have to settle for what I can get done that'll get me a job. Right?

Today I watched this week's episode of The Biggest Loser (yay for our DVR working for a change). And I was REALLY struck by Francelina's revelation that she'd always wanted to become a doctor, but had held herself back because of her weight (feeling like a hypocrite trying to help other people be healthy, being embarrassed to go into medical school interviews as heavy as she was). And that now she's working on her pre-exams and going for that dream.

I stood in my kitchen and found myself in tears...and when I tried to explain it to the mate, I almost couldn't even let myself say the words that I haven't even let myself THINK for the past 30 years.

Maybe I don't have to be DEAD to go to medical school.
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Maybe...just maybe...it's NOT too late. I mean, sure, I'm nearly 50... I wouldn't graduate until probably after I'm 60. But, so what? As it is, I won't be a nurse at this rate until I'm 52 anyway, and I'm still going for it. What says I have to stop there, that I have to settle for getting my RN and just "be glad I got something"? Why sell myself short? Why not shoot for the moon?

Really, why not?

Much to ponder.
Thanks Francelina!
Thanks The Biggest Loser!

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In totally unrelated irony, I got word in the last few days that I have somehow won a sweepstakes and have 2 tickets to the Biggest Loser Finale waiting for me at Will-Call on March 18. *blink* IN CALIFORNIA! But all it is is tickets - lodging, travel, etc - that's all on me. And y'all know that our financial situation is ridiculously dire right now. Of course, me being me, and having my record of pulling miracles out of my patootie, I'm firmly holding on to "never say never" - SOME miracle could happen that would get us to L.A. - and it's not like I don't have floors where I could crash out there (several come to mind). I just have to GET us there, which is admittedly insane to even contemplate. But...who knows, right? It could happen. (If anyone has a spare $272 per person lying around for air fare for me and 'Yote...LOL)


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SADWHITEWOLF 3/5/2013 8:54AM

    It is never to late to chase your dreams and goals!
Thank you for sharing!

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-COURT- 3/4/2013 9:43PM

    So impressed with your dad and you. wish I had the money, but we are also in dire straights. Good luck.

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MISSG180 3/3/2013 9:20PM

    You are rocking the world, hon. Even with all the ups and down. I have faith in you!

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MONETRUBY 2/27/2013 10:22PM

    I will never grow tired of hearing about your Dad...what a remarkable, inspiring person. You are so blessed to have had him in your life-not that I had to tell you that, right?

I am so inspired by your attitude, and how willing you are to still dream. So many of us think that we have to remain *stuck* wherever we are in life, especially when we get older, whatever *older* is. Your dad is proof of that, and I am so proud of you for still keeping the dream of med school alive. It is never too late! I think you could totally rock med school, and the medical profession in general. You would go by Dr. Euphrates, right? emoticon

But seriously, hon, I do hope you're able to make it happen. It's obvious that you have a passion and a talent for it, and goodness knows, the world needs more passionate, talented doctors. As another wise person said, *It's never too late to be what you might have been*. I think that wise person was Edith Wharton, but whoever it was, they were awfully smart, and awfully right. Just like your Dad.

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BE-THE-CHANGE 2/27/2013 7:15PM

    I am almost 55 (next month) and in May I will be graduating with my Masters' in Nonprofit Management. I just left my job of almost 18 years and took one with a nonprofit agency. It is never too late to do what you want to do!

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PANDAJANE 2/27/2013 7:43AM

    Your daughter said it very well.....I also went for it and I didn't start back to school until I was over 50. I found what I wanted to do and went for it (the job market just wasn't there then). I've always known you were smart, at least after you joined the Wolves, there were times you made me fell like "huh, what did she just say?" LOL

Good luck on getting to BLC I know you'll land there!

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4-1HEALTHYCYNDI 2/25/2013 2:47PM

    Eu, I Love your fatherís attitude! So now you can be 60 and an STNA or you can be 60 and a RN or 60 and a DOCTOR! Your choice, youíll still be 60. You can do it! Good luck with whatever you decide. Donít forget to check for scholarships. Iíll be that you would qualify for at least a few of them, which may make it, go faster.

Congrats on winning those tickets! Hope you find a way to go.

Any which way keep on moving forward my friend!


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ZANNACHAN 2/25/2013 11:18AM

    Great blog! He sounds like a remarkable man.

I think that there's a lot to be said for being willing and able to try new things as we get older. It doesn't always have to be formal education--you can pick up new hobbies, get involved in new organizations (such as a geneology society or whatever)... anything that engages your mind and encourages you to learn new things is good for you.

Personally, I get really frustrated when people equate a lack of formal education with a lack of intelligence. My brother has some college but never graduated--I have a master's degree and am closing in on a PhD. That doesn't make me SMARTER than my brother. it just means that I'm more educated. And anything past a bachelor's degree is specialized education--so I know a lot about a very narrow field. Which isn't always applicable in real life situations anyway.

I've known you for a long time on line, and even though we've never met face to face I've never doubted that you were an intelligent, capable woman--it comes across in your writing. I'm so excited for you, going back into a field that you are loving it. I can't tell you whether or not to pursue medical school--that's a decision only you can make. I know you CAN do it; the question is it worth all the hard work--for medschool is a lot of hard work and sacrifice-- and then paying all that money (or paying back all those student loans) to do it at this point or not. That's a decision only you can make.

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CARILOUIE 2/25/2013 7:17AM

    I'm keeping my fingers crossed that you can get to the finale! How wonderful.

My grandparents on my dad's side both donated they bodies to medical schools down in Philadelphia. I wasn't sure how the service was going to be - how could they possibly make it meaningful? But it was one of the most touching services I've ever been to. The graciousness of the students and the stories from patients were so beautiful.



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HEALTHYLU1 2/25/2013 6:51AM

    I believe that you are going to make it!

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TENNISJIM 2/25/2013 6:28AM

    Your dad is an inspiration. Awesome.

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KITTYWULF 2/25/2013 3:05AM

    Grandpa really was an amazing guy. I wish I'd had more time with him when he was still around. Go for it Mom! As the saying goes, "Reach for the Stars, aim for the Moon!" Why stop at the Stratus Sphere?

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NORWOODGIRL 2/24/2013 10:16PM

    Your dad was amazing - and a terrific example to his family. Congratulations on taking a leaf from his book. YOU can do whatever you set your mind to. I'll be waiting to hear about the "miracles" that you've created.

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SUSUSUZZZIE 2/24/2013 9:32PM

    Terrific blog! I'm very touched by the story of you and your family! Congrats to your dad on his med school graduation! And all the best to you!

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DESERTDREAMERS 2/24/2013 7:28PM

    Wow - what an amazing man your dad was! Yep - let's hope you get your dream of going to medical school before you're dead - and that you get to go to the BL finale

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