Saturday, February 23, 2013
I wish I could say I'm rocking this diet and losing weight to inspire all of you but I'm not. I'm following the rules but not happily. My energy level is in the pits, my mood is all over the place. Every time we go spend the day out I get morose over all the snacks, sodas, and milkshakes I -would- normally be eating but aren't. I mean... I get really upset. I feel like I'm being seriously deprived. The little things are making it bearable, like finding a recipe for paleo sandwich bread that I can make in the microwave, but several times a day I ask myself why I'm doing this and end up talking myself out of cheating but only just. I know the reasons I'm doing it and I believe in them, I do. But I miss the treats a lot.
And I haven't lost so much as an ounce on the scale. Not one.