Saturday, February 23, 2013
Well, I didn't want to admit to this but I'm trying to be accountable.
I've been secretly binging pretty badly lately - all sugar and junk of course. I don't want my son to see (or my husband for that matter), so as soon as I'm alone I'm stuffing my face. I had bought some muffins for my son - at least that's what I told myself at the time. Now I don't want to remind anyone that we have any because then they'll know how many I've eaten.
I'd been doing so well, then the big snow storms set in and triggered a massive fibro flair. My muscles feel like they're burning me alive from the inside out. I won't even go into the muscle cramping and nerve pain. I'm right back in the no win cycle of shoveling in the comfort junk trying get that distraction from how I feel. But, of course, it doesn't actually help calm the problem down. I think eating healthy would help over time, but I can't seem to make it long enough to really notice a difference. I'm getting pretty down right now.
Sorry for the vent. Hope everyone is safe and warm.