Saturday, February 23, 2013
Do you ever feel that way??? Always wanting that damn grass on the other side? Me???? Like everyday of my life!!! "I want botox"
"I want straight hair" "I want a round ass" I want a flat stomach". I want I want I want. Never, "hey I look OK for being in my mid 30s". Always... I want what I do not have.
Yeah I have some crows feet. Oh Botox ....sigh and Viking curls
My Hubs told me before I left for the gym that I looked good, and that I looked fit!!!!! Then at the gym I Looked. I mean beyond my gut and noticed I do LOOK kinda fit!
And then chatting up with a gal in the sauna about running and how she feels so uncomfortable running next to women like me! Wait...ME???? HA! I usually start into OMG look at my gut, Im huge, I only run at 6.2 etc. etc. etc. Instead I told her I weighed 217 once and I know how uneasy one can feel! But I also told her hang in there! It gets easier and you will lose weight!
I had a random shot taken of me...oh babies! And to my surprise loved my new rounder butt and my gut, although does stick out...doesn't look 8 months prego like I always think
Enjoy your current grass. It might be greener on the other side and someday you WILL get there to strut your new bad ass self.