Ups and Downs
Friday, February 22, 2013
Okay, so, I've been in touch with my ex's parents - 'cause I love them so much. And I haven't STOPPED loving Levi...I have certainly been praying a lot for him, especially for his relationship with the Lord, which matters more to me than his relationship with ME. I spoke to his mom today - "Mamita" I still call her. And she said she had some good news. She spoke to him, and he told her that he still loved me. She suggested I give him a call tonight when he comes home from work. I didn't promise anything. I told her I'd be praying. I emailed my pastora and asked for her counsel, and I called my friend Sabina in Lima - like my own sister, a pastora herself, and a powerful intercessor, whom the Lord has used to cover me in prayer so many times, in fact constantly. And I asked for her prayers too. So...I know DD Glitterfairy has anger against Levi for having hurt me (not physically) the same as I have towards her boyfriend for what he puts her through. While I at least know her BF and can understand some of what she sees in him, she DOESN'T know Levi, and so has only seen the effect he's had on me. She's seen me giddy in love, and she's seen me crushed and broken- hearted in tears. Well...I've got prayer back-up. I'm not going to bust my buns to make things happen. But I am going to talk to him. We'll see if my status changes back to "in a relationship." And I won't be in a rush to get back to Pucallpa - because there is work for me to do in other parts. Business before pleasure. Kingdom first.