Friday, February 22, 2013
Today I feel like I am still the Fat Girl. Like no matter how skinny I get, there will always be that Fat Girl inside me screaming eat the cake, eat some toast, eat a biscuit, eat another biscuit, it's just one, I want ice cream, chips and cake and chocolate and MARSHMALLOWS AND SNICKERS AND PEANUT BUTTER AND BROWNIES AND CHEESE!!
Every time I see an advert for food, or a wrapper, or someone mentions something they ate, I instantly want it.
Tonight I've had at least 3 servings of spaghetti bolognese, fruit salad, ice cream and a snickers. Then on the way home we took a detour to an ice cream parlour and I got two more scoops.
Now I want toast.
How do you resist such a constant onslaught of cravings? I don't have the strength to say no every single second of every single day of the rest of my life. I can't do it.