Friday, February 22, 2013
Ok so the challenge was to write about stability. For Step - it was about dealing with money in an unstable economy. Mary - wrote about stability/priorities. Now for me it would be about emotions.
I have been blessed enough to have monetary ($) stability. (don't get me wrong I worked hard for it also, but I also know the good Lord had alot to do with it).
However, when I lost Mom in 2009 my world was rocked. I fight everyday to not go down the road toward depression. I admit it she was my rock, always has been.
Now with the troubles in my marriage of 27 years, things are feeling like they are falling apart around my ears. I always thought I was not an emotional eater, still don't think so, but wine well....... Let's just say I could have a drinking problem very easily if I let myself. Working hard on not going down that road either.
Ok didn't realize how hard this was going to be to put in writing, WOW well now maybe I can get over the hump. I SHALL MOVE ON right?