Thursday, February 21, 2013
I've been wondering what to write. I mean, there are somany things I could say, but the words just don't seem right.
But today I had (hopefully) my last checkup at the doctor's for a while. It's somewhat of a relieving feeling. Somewhat of a new start. I'm somewhat more "normal". Not normal in comparison to other, but to myself.
But on the other hand, the "normal" me is almost double the weight she should have, is kind of a lazy bum and doesn't like much of herself. I don't want to have that part of being normal. And what's why I decided to join spark people. Maybe I can become me on the outside and not just the inside.
I will become me.