Thursday, February 21, 2013
We went to the movies to see Identity Theft, it was nice to get out of the house , laugh and be with the two most important people in my life without feeling stressed.
My son was in shock when I told him we were going to the movies and he wanted to look around the mall later on but unfortunately we couldn't do that because someone pulled a fire alarm in the mall and we had to evacuate.
We were just glad it didn't interrupt the movie that really would of s#cked if that happened. I did feel a little guilty not seeing dad and might feel a little guilty about not going to the meeting tomorrow , but I have to start thinking about my own health at this point. I'm in a dark place that I've never really been before because of all the pain and stresses that have been happening for months on end without seeing the light at the end of the tunnel.
I need to concentrate on me and my own family, we had a lot of fun today it was good to laugh as a family sit in a theater and just relax.
My husband didn't have to rush around today, he slept in and we went out and he had so much fun he thought it was a Saturday and then thought oh geez I have to go to work later haha he said I forgot it was a work day.
We all needed this break especially my husband because when I'm in severe pain everything falls on him, he's my rock and my son has been through so much we all needed to just laugh and enjoy ourselves.