If you read my last blog then you know I've had an emotional few weeks. I was dealing with the anniversary of Josh and Maddie's passing and then on top of it weeks later their funeral. Then you add to the mix I had other life issues that were weighing me down that I had to contend with. So yep, I was drowning emotionally and felt like I couldn't breathe.

The latest issue was resolved today and wasn't as worse as I had orginally thought. Its still going to be rough for a few days but beginning part of next week I'll finally be able to breathe comfortably.

March 11th would of been Josh & I's 8 year wedding anniversary. So in honor of that day I'm going to do something for myself. Mani/pedi/haircut/highlights and then out to lunch or dinner depending on my mood. I might even do a little clothes shopping depending on where I am weight wise at that point.

Josh passed away 6 weeks before our 3 year wedding annivesary. I try to do something every year to help me cope with the day and to keep his memory alive.