Wednesday, February 20, 2013
Lately it seems that my whole family has been commenting on my weight.
My sister was telling me how my grandpa was talking about me and my weight when I wasn't with them of course.
But she told me he made comments like "Renee's getting huge!" and "she must've gained 30 pounds in the past month!"
Also, my sister is always calling my thighs 'elephant trunks'
or my mom and sister both comment on my eating and things like that
But here's the thing:
None of it bothers me.
I just laugh it off
I think it's because it's true
I am huge and I have been getting bigger
in my family, I'm known for loving food
and it'll be a joke to them if I told them I was going on a lifestyle change because they know I've tried before but didn't do too well
Renee? Refusing junk food? it's unheard of!
I can hear it now
Because it's almost like I'm changing who I am and who they've always known me to be.
But if I keep getting bigger then I'll be giving in to their comments
I can't live for what my family talks about!
I can't live my life for what I think they might be thinking about me or my journey
I want to prove them wrong, for sure!
But most importantly,
I want to prove myself wrong!