Wednesday, February 20, 2013
Well my family has been guilt tripping me for weeks now about dress shopping and I finally just gave in. I made an appointment for this Saturday to try on dresses. Both my worst nightmare and best memory all rolled into one. My mother says "You will look beautiful no matter what weight you are." I have been trying to believe that she is right, and I think she might be but I still have that lingering thought of being the fatest bride to be in the room and my size not being in stock. But I think the excitment and high hopes that this will not happen, have persuaded me to believe that I will find that dress and look beautiful in it. I may not be the weight that I'd like to be BUT I have lost 30 lbs since I started SP and that has to count for something. So be it, I will be trying on dresses and will embrace whatever dress I try on! Wish me luck!