Wednesday, February 20, 2013
I could really use a few victories right now.
Finanically, I'm just screwed. There is just not enough money to cover the bills every month.
Emotionally, it's the normal roller coaster I've been on for the last couple of years with my BF. NOW, it's all my fault that he doesn't have a family. All I asked for was that we live together first, minium. (that was 3 years ago) I sometimes wonder if I love him less or if I am finally getting over it. I've told him to F off or piss off several times in the last few weeks. He was being an ass.
As for my weight loss and fitness, that's taken a nose dive and I just can't get back into gear. I do well for a few days, then I just stop.
I'm just feeling beaten down and I want to give up. But I can't. I just needed to get this out, somewhere. Thanks guys.