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Have not slept soundly since saturday, also I have not cried...

Wednesday, February 20, 2013

since my stepfather's funeral 7 years ago. But, I now find myself crying all the time. I believe it is over how my idiotic asshole of a brother has treated the family over this move out of state.

I have NOT talked at length to mom about my feelings yet regarding all of this, but, I know that I will need to if not TODAY, definitely by the weekend as my nosy no good neighbor who is also my mother's cousin (touchy subject there) who got ALL of this started is taking mom to the doctor on Friday while I return to work.

Also regarding work, I am going to talk privately to my main boss regarding a possible relocation.

Cracker Barrel has a store out near my idiot brother which is in Harrison, Ohio and I could possibly get the same job there.

We shall see. Also it may have to come down to this, although I would hate for it to be this way.

Maybe I need a trial separation from just my brother and his least until AFTER mom gets through chemotherapy.
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    1824 days ago
    Well...I got your message...and.....there really isn't much else I can say than what I did the last blog.

    The choice is yours on what to do.....I cannot make that decision for you...only you can...and only you know what and what you can do on your own. I have no idea how much assistance you need at home. Again...I made suggestions.

    I am going to point out something.....and only because I care and you need to think for a minute here.

    You hate that ppl are making decisions without your dear rarely seem to make one on your own. Is that because you are so use to that? I mean...ppl making a decision for you. I also get the are a very quiet person around your family....very quiet....and you keep all your thoughts in your head......your own private world. are very articulate.....There are times you blow me away with your thought you doubt yourself with your family? Do they ever give you a chance to speak up? you clam up ...therefore....they pass you by?

    I always thought of you as a shut in....but...perhaps...hermit is more like it. You are comfortable and secure in your own world.

    Should you try to stay in Mason? If that is what you truly desire...then yes...check out all the possiblilities....and if you are worried about meals.....I know you cannot touch a stove...only a mircowave......check out Meals on Wheels.....or move closer to town where perhaps you can walk to places or get some kind of bus pass.

    Should you move?

    Well.....only you know that answer..but...if you are crying.......there is your answer....and at 31....32 years of age.....time to find out how you can manage NOT moving......if that is not a possibility..then....figure out how to be happy in your new state.

    and never worry...FB never the place to really comment on anything....I feel the same way...I have ppl on it that i don't want to know certain things either.
    1824 days ago
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