Have not slept soundly since saturday, also I have not cried...
Wednesday, February 20, 2013
since my stepfather's funeral 7 years ago. But, I now find myself crying all the time. I believe it is over how my idiotic asshole of a brother has treated the family over this move out of state.
I have NOT talked at length to mom about my feelings yet regarding all of this, but, I know that I will need to if not TODAY, definitely by the weekend as my nosy no good neighbor who is also my mother's cousin (touchy subject there) who got ALL of this started is taking mom to the doctor on Friday while I return to work.
Also regarding work, I am going to talk privately to my main boss regarding a possible relocation.
Cracker Barrel has a store out near my idiot brother which is in Harrison, Ohio and I could possibly get the same job there.
We shall see. Also it may have to come down to this, although I would hate for it to be this way.
Maybe I need a trial separation from just my brother and his family...at least until AFTER mom gets through chemotherapy.