Tuesday, February 19, 2013
I need to talk to someone. I feel totally miserable. Our vet said that Gemmy has a large lump on her spleen. We (my son and I) had 30 mins to decide - surgery with 50% success rate, or euthanasia.
And even if she survives the surgery, there is a chance that this is a cancer that has spread.
Humans weren't created to play god. I don't feel I have the right to say who lives and who dies. Gemmy is having surgery right now. We hugged her and said our goodbyes.
And now I am at home waiting for a phone call. I have washed all her bedding and am trying to believe that she will come home.
My heart is breaking.