...I shouldn't be this nervous to post this blog.
Tuesday, February 19, 2013
A lady doesn't reveal her weight.
For me, I just never revealed it because I have always been so ashamed of it. I have been a big girl my whole life, and when confronted with this number-- i would hide it (from it?) as much as possible. I often did this by lying about it.
When I first joined sparkpeople-- I was amazed with the number of people that actually had their weight posted for anyone to see. I thought "when I get to a number that I am not ashamed of, I will do that too."
Well guess what folks-- after losing 137lbs, and knowing how far I have yet to go... I am still ashamed of this number.
BUT I SHOULDN'T BE!
...so, instead of thinking about how far I have yet to go= I am going to throw caution to the wind... and celebrate how far I have come. I need to realize that REALLY it is just a number, that doesn't define me. I should be proud that it is 137lbs less than it was a little over a year ago.
So, here it is. New goal is set-- starting today. I will lose 18lbs (or more) by the end of April and crush this new goal!
Wish me luck!