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played hookey

Monday, February 18, 2013

today I played hookey from both jobs...i haven't had a personal day off since i got back to work last june from my injury...
I slept in til 7am then left the house and didn't return til 5pm...

my mom passed last year and left a lot of questions and hurt feelings...why wasn't I ever good enough...why was i such a dissappointment? I had to let go of the hurt and anger...I bought some balloons...went to the cemetary and told my mom that I was no longer going to hold onto these feelings against her..after all...I don't know what she went through in her childhood...I could only learn from them and tell my kids how much they mean to me and how much i love I released those balloons...all those negative feelings went with i feel so much!!
I then went to visit my aunt...I hadn't seen her since she was in the rehab facility where i work to have therapy for her knee after surgery...we got so much closer then..both of us healing after my mom, her sister's death...I totally surprised her !!! what a great visit.
I then went to the funeral home to see my trainer...her mom died nice to see how much it means to someone when you take the time to support them...
When I got home, did a few things...worked out with kettlebells and watched alittle tv...and oh my tickets for my flight to Georgia in son and I go to New Orleans!!!woo hoo!!!
I'm so glad I was able to take today was a beautiful day to let go of hurts..renew relationships and live life...Thank You Jesus for life an good friends and family
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