Monday, February 18, 2013
I'm trying hard to battle the angry feeling that's plaguing me. I'm having one of those everything annoys me days. I blame the rage...the "Clomid Rage". I, of course, have the blinding headache it gives me and that I think is the anger maker. I'm already sensitive to noise on normal days but, today I think I could hear a push pin drop and I'd cringe.
Today is supposed to be my "rest" day when I take a break from my typical 30+ minutes of cardio and I do no toning workout. I still get in some exercise by doing 30 to 60 minutes of hatha yoga instead. Rest days are all about relaxation...usually.
The rage at it's finest...
We live in rural Missouri but, we have neighbors about 2 acres away and they have several children. I babysit for then often and I love these kids...most days. Today however, I, the PMS monster, ran them off and told them to go home and play. I was about 15 minutes into my yoga and they were climbing the fence, yelling, running, playing with their dogs, and being the typical little heathens they are which set my obnoxious and sensitive Min-Pins and ankle high mutts off (since I have no kids I'm like an episode of Animal Horder's with tiny toy dogs). I'm all for letting "kids be kids" but go be that outside your own home and annoy your parents.
My husband decided to attempt to find a lost battery charger. One of those tiny ones that holds like 4 AAAs. I have no clue what "I" did with it (naturally the husband never loses anything) and I honestly couldn't care less to find it today. After he crashed through one cabinet and leaves it looking like a tornado hit it, I went off like a bomb. He took it great actually. He just sat there and smiled and say "So you started your Clomid then?" Why yes Smarta$$, I did.
So here I sit taking slow deep breaths and hoping this month is the charm because I almost positive this stuff will make me desperately need anger management and it can't be healthy for my blood pressure. I'm trying my best not to be a total jerk but, it's taking massive effort. I should just watch movies and hide.
Now that dinner is finished I'm attempting more yoga. I could use the mellow. I highly recommend this seated hatha yoga video I found on YouTube. It's super easy to do sitting in the middle of the floor in my tiny little house.