Monday, February 18, 2013
I think I'm going to die of frustration today. back at running outside, today is my third day, and i'm finally below 140 again, but my back!!! ugh, it hurts, but I don't want to stop running. I feel so confused, getting fit shouldn't be this hard, and as I'm nearing my 40's, it's just getting harder and harder. My hubby loves me but just isn't a good motivator, because i've put 'all this money' into getting my back healthy again, and he's upset that it hurts. I just can't stop because if I do now, I'll never get back here! the last time i was under 140, I promised myself I would never get that heavy again..