I need to start from scratch
Sunday, February 17, 2013
I need to start from scratch. So I have taken some pictures...I should have done this the first time around. In the very beginning of my journey the most recent picture I could find was from my brother's wedding of course I can't find it on my computer so that I can upload it here. I have been on this journey for over 6 years. I am sad that it has taken this long. A few years back I had lost 75lbs and then I let a couple of things in my life get in the way of my weight loss and I slid backwards. When I got back on track I had gained back like 30lbs. Over the past summer I had gotten to 84lbs lost and once again I let life get in the way. This time I have only gained back 10lbs and I have been able to keep it around that mark so I am not in the same boat as I was a few years back. This time I have been very frustrated but I have still been trying and using life as an excuse when I can't hang. Today I went back to the gym by myself so no one could hold me back. I also used the treadmill and upped my game to a run...I haven't been able to do that since June some of you will know this is when I hurt my knee or aggravated an old injury still not sure but it is getting better but it isn't 100% and every time I have tried to run in the last few months it has instantly hurt. Today I was able to up it to a run 3 times for only 1 minute each time but that is more than I had been doing. So today I am starting from scratch again. I am going to take my measurements and I have taken some photos (I think they are disgusting but I am sure they would have been a lot worse if I had taken them 6 years ago) My arms have come a long way but everything else I totally hate.
need to work on the tris still but I am loving the bis
I need to melt off the fat in my stomach, I am so wishing I could choose were it disappeared from
. I must go get something to make for supper so I will need to do the measurements later. Fingers crossed this starting from scratch things works for me.