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Tomorrow is the first day of the rest of my life!

Saturday, February 16, 2013

I can loose weight...I've proved that to myself many, many times...I just can't seem to keep it off. That my friends is the problem. Every time I think I've got it all figured out I self destruct, bottom out, wallow in self loathing until I some how come up with a new strategy. Sometime they work & I get a grip...sometimes they don't.

I'm tired of creating my own drama...cause that's what it is. Self inflicted, time sucking drama...I can feel like a rat on a treadmill...binge eat, work my butt off to stay in my wardrobe, fail, move the skinny clothes out of the closet, move the fat clothes back in...then start over...time & time again for the last 34 years...

So...this is my public declaration that I'm cleaning up my act as of this minute...I'll be 50 in 3 months & I'm not spending my next 50 years doing damage control. It's time to find some much needed balance!!

Member Comments About This Blog Post:
IONA72 2/17/2013 6:13PM

    I'm having the same wardrobe struggle right now, this year has not started well. Like you say "tomorrow...."

Good luck on your journey. emoticon emoticon

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PATTYKLAVER 2/17/2013 8:13AM

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NUTRON3 2/17/2013 7:23AM

    GO, GO, Go!!!!

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ANASONIC 2/16/2013 11:14PM

    I feel your pain and know your determination. You can do this. Don't give up! emoticon

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ARNETTELEE 2/16/2013 11:11PM

  One step at a time!

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