Saturday, February 16, 2013
I can loose weight...I've proved that to myself many, many times...I just can't seem to keep it off. That my friends is the problem. Every time I think I've got it all figured out I self destruct, bottom out, wallow in self loathing until I some how come up with a new strategy. Sometime they work & I get a grip...sometimes they don't.
I'm tired of creating my own drama...cause that's what it is. Self inflicted, time sucking drama...I can feel like a rat on a treadmill...binge eat, work my butt off to stay in my wardrobe, fail, move the skinny clothes out of the closet, move the fat clothes back in...then start over...time & time again for the last 34 years...
So...this is my public declaration that I'm cleaning up my act as of this minute...I'll be 50 in 3 months & I'm not spending my next 50 years doing damage control. It's time to find some much needed balance!!