Saturday, February 16, 2013
I reset all my goals today. I am so tired of starting over, I feel like I am spinning my tires and going no where. It's time to stop feeling sorry for myself and get it done. I can think of a million reasons to quit, give up, and throw in the towel but I cannot do that anymore. I was tested for sleep apnea on Wednesday. That was embarrassing to say the least. I do not know the results yet and won't tell next week I guess. So things gotta change around here. I eat too much. I eat the wrong things. I drink WAY too much pop. I do not exercise, not at all. In fact, I barely leave the house. Not because I cannot, I just don't. I have chronic pain everyday. My knees are shot.
SO, time to be honest and accountable. I did chair march yesterday and today and it did not hurt me so I consider that an plus in my favor. Maybe I can get to where I can move round like a normal person but right now... I cannot see it. That is the depressing and brutal answer. I just can't see it.
Anyway. Day one.