Saturday, February 16, 2013
I have had a horrible eating week and work out week. I have just been so stressed out it is driving me nuts. I thought things would happen and they haven't happened yet. No complaing just jump back into the saddle and get back at it. I will not give up on the most important battle of my life myself. I'm fighting for me I need to be honest with one person me are you doing all you can no so why not. Because everytime you start to feel like finally getting the hang of it you go and ANT yourself see my friend (Sami199) page for explanation. And frankly i'm sick and tried of it. No more. It is time to change how you handle stress and making yourself upset. When i get nervous i eat not acceptable anymore. Sorry for venting tirade to no one but myself if your still reading thank you very much.
I can't lose this fight i have to do what i have to do and if that means i need to say no to eating out than i need to say NO!!!!! In the loudest voice i have. Not that eating out isn't fun but it should be much less.
Alright enough venting. I'm back on track as soon as the sun comes up tomorrow maybe not that early but you get the idea. LOL. Thanks for reading I appreciate it. Sorry not a fun blog.