Friday, February 15, 2013
Again I find myself back where I started. Stress family and job has landed me gaining the few pounds I had lost back and eating terrible again.
I keep going back to about 5 years ago and how adkins worked so well for me. I lost 35 pounds felt pretty good but yes it did come back with a few of its friends no less. Has anyone been successful long term on adkins? I am thinking about doing that again out of just desperation. Veggies, meat and cheese I do that pretty well after I get past the first week or so. Sweets and junk food are my down fall. I ate not one but TWO candy bars yesterday why ... I found out my father who is 70 plans on getting married to a 30 year old nutbag. So I ate and ate becuase it will be me who has to fix things when they fall apart for him. Not to mention work and all of these cut to goverment and stuff who knows if anyone will have a job by the time all is said and done. so I eat.... and to top it all off my baby cow (calf) did not make it she passed away on Monday and it was hard becuase we all bottle fed her and prayed for her but in the end it was her time to go. So I ate then too. I guess at least with Adkins I can just grab cheese or peperoni no carbs there. LOL.... Thanks for listening to my ranting ..