Friday, February 15, 2013
This is just a quick rant that I feel that I need to get off my chest. This morning I awoke with many emails about my tracking goals for a team. I have a bodymedia fit that tracks all that I do an well it just inputs it how it is on Sparkpeople. Now here is where that rant comes in.
I should not be scolled for how I input or track a goal through my fit thingy. I am a person and I am an adult and there are ways to come about things without treating an adult like a child! Then be told that another team member is doing something so I better get more miles or we are going to lose. Let me tell you something, it is a TEAM effort it is not all on me and I am almost to the point that I will put the wrong weight in on purpose just to be out! I do not control what other team members on other teams do. I am not traing for anything and well I am working with a bum knee that has basically retrain its self to work properly from being continously injured. I workout accodordling. What miles I have at the end of the day is what I have!!!!!!!!!!! I can't push myself over the limit and risk injury yet again and have a setback. I am not going to let a certain person(s) or team tell me what I am doing is not good enough because IT IS!!!! I have worked so hard to continue to do good on this journey and I am not going to feel bad for doing what I need to do to not suffer and injury, I am not going to push myself over my limit. I AM GOOD ENOUGH AND WHAT I AM DOING IS GOOD ENOUGH! Really so over this and this is not how I wanted to start my day! Thanks team for messing with my morning! Rant over now. I will vlog later. Bye for now!