Friday, February 15, 2013
Today feels very odd! I'm at an impasse: Do I start working out now that B is at work and keep trying? Or do I keep doing what I've been doing, nothing? It's classic Lisa, try for a few days then give up kicking myself in the rear the entire time. If I had stuck with it I probably would have met my goal almost 2 years ago! I can't believe this summer marks my two year sparkaversary! I want to keep going but I almost feel like what is the use, am I ever REALLY going to get there? I honestly don't think anyone believes I will. I guess I'll keep going for a while, maybe this time something will change. Maybe this time it will work, maybe this time I won't give up.