Thursday, February 14, 2013
I thought I was going to die and I was only 8 minutes in. At 8 mins 30 secs I was sure I was going to keel over and die of a heart attack or from being stabbed in the chest by gear shift after being knocked unconscious after passing out and hitting head on steel handle bars. Power through it. You can do it! That worked until 9 mins 45 secs or so.
I had so much sweat in my eyes, I could barely read the digital screen to be sure I was in the right gear. I wanted to cry. I am a spinning failure. I swear it took everything I had to spin it out until the end of class. I just kept saying, "you're no quitter" and "you can do anything"! Fake it 'Til you make it.
It sorta worked bcuz I finished. Crazy fitness lady was her lovely demanding self but, I just don't think this class is for me. I was bored to death!!!! Up and down and up again while climbing fake hills and staring at the butt in front of me because I can't see myself in the mirror just isn't my thang. I am going to stick it out and finish the session but, I have to do fitness activities I like. Maybe it will grow on me. I no longer despised BootCamp with a passion and continue to show up for my torture.
I hope everyone had a lovely Valentine's Day! I am thinking of all my Sparklers and sending you only the healthiest and happiest wishes your way.