Today is Valentine's Day. Ah, the smell of roses. The wafting scent of chocolate candies. Maybe a new ring. The beautifully inscribed card........WAIT.........
WHO AM I KIDDING?
I didn't get any stinking roses, or chocolates, no ring, or even a card. SIGH!
I looked into a local gym membership but they don't offer any type of discounts for no income persons or persons with disabilities. So, I've been bummed today. My motivation to go, got up and went!
I really wanted to be able to go swim.
Maybe I'll get a kiddie pool, fill it up, and lay in it with my feet touching one side and my head touching the other, and swim to nowhere! (yes, I'm laughing. It's hard to hear my sarcasm!)
But, in all seriousness, I want to succeed. And, I realize businesses have to make money so they can succeed. This gym is booming with business so I don't understand why they won't offer assistance. Can you tell I'm more than a little grumpy today?
Lack of decent sleep is beginning to take it's toll on me. My Mother is showing signs of the same illness that she almost died from two years ago. So, I'm in a constant state of worry. My path today has been filled with thorns and briers, sticking me and ceasing me from moving to keep from feeling the pain. And I'm trying hard to remember
but it's difficult.
The best advice I saw today was this:
I have to remind myself:
because my feet are considerably smaller than my behind! And I sure don't want someone pointing at my butt print and saying, "look at that big butt print, she must be huge!"
Today, is simply a down day.