Thursday, February 14, 2013
It's been a while since I wrote anything weight loss related. I just got to that point where I stopped having the motivation to change this. It's been a very emotional rollercoster for me the past few months. Much of this has centered around feeling extremely lonely and as a result I started eating and gaining a bit of weight. (Thankfully not more that 20 pounds so I can't complain to much. It's started that decent back down again-for that I am thankful.)
I am on a total ignore Valentines day kick so please forgive me for not being all love and roses. Anyone who has ever been on the back side of love knows that it is often not very pleasant and I have a long history of Valentines day being rather painful. So today (like its been for a few years now) I'll spend it alone. It is what it is.
Aside from that things are going. They are neither good or bad right now-they just are. I'm trying to power my way through school and keep my car in one piece (as well as my sanity). One of the really nice things about school right now is I am taking a nutrition class and one of our large assignments is we had to record everything we ate for four days and and we are using ourselves as a case study. I am very resistant to this. There are certain aspects to this class that make me uncomfortable (they make me face my weight issues in the most blunted way possible) but I need it to graduate. So like everything else I can't stand. I just do it.
I can't write long. I had a shot in my wrist to help my carpal tunnel this morning and it kinda hurts.
I wish everyone and wonderful weekend.