Thursday, February 14, 2013
I have been having a pretty good last couple of days. It has been non-stop but not bad at all. The fact that I bought a car sunk in! Ahhhh! What did I do?! I love it though, but my goal is to pay it off ASAP. My old car, even though I should sell it because of its high resale value, I'm giving it to my mother-in-law because she doesn't have a car, and hasn't owned her own car in years-- she always has been needing to borrow my sister-in-law's car. I'm happy that I can help her-- but I know that I'm biting myself in the butt because 2,500 - 3,500 could be going towards my car TODAY! I'm driving it up there next month, and riding a Greyhound bus back. All for around $160. Not bad shipping costs! Car shipping companies were quoting me 700+. No thanks, I can do it on my own.
Eating-wise honestly, I've been having trouble eating ever since I got sick with that stomach flu. Don't know why. Everytime I eat I feel like my stomach is SO full, doesn't matter what it is. Happened today with a granola bar. I forced myself to eat a veggie burrito at school. Ugh! I just feel like throwing it up! It's obviously not that bad, but this "disgust" toward food thing is kind of annoying. Especially when I'm actually hungry! But I much rather have control over what I'm eating than feeling like I need to eat 75% of the time like I use to. I'll be honest, I haven't been counting calories. Just listening to my body the best I can. I hope it does me well on the scale this week-- but we'll see. If there is a problem I'll get back to tracking. I just feel like I haven't even been eating enough to track.
I feel my anxiety levels have diminished a lot, especially in the past week. YES, this is so good. I was really jittery for a while but I think it's finally going away. I still have brain fog, still tired, but at least I don't feel like I absolutely have to have a nap. Today I'm exhausted but only because I stayed up until 1 AM last night writing a paper, and finishing it at 6:30 in the morning. Two exams and a 6 page paper on Valentines day, I feel the love! Haha. I haven't been sleeping much at all this week it feels like. I'll definitely try my best to catch up tomorrow morning (even though I know catching up doesn't exist).
Everything has been okay. Just stressed because of my responsibilities. I still wish we could find a way to move to Miami ASAP. I feel like school takes foever, and am looking forward to the day when I can just work. Forget having kids in the next few years, I wanted one by the time I'm 25 but that sounds like an absolutely crazy idea right now. I think I can probably happily hold off until I'm 29 or so.
I sometimes think even my dog is needy! Haha! Although right now I want nothing more than to cuddle in bed with her and Andrew. C'mon, she's so darn cute! Hope everyone else is having a great week!