I feel like the universe is testing me today.
Thursday, February 14, 2013
Today I feel like I am being tested. I feel so weak but I really need to be strong. Today is our annual Valentine's party at work. Candy, cookies, cupcakes and chips are everywhere. Even some of my favorite treats have been taunting me.
Also the scale didn't move at all this week. There is always that inner voice that says
"if you're doing things right and still not losing weight, why keep trying."
Then I had an argument with my girlfriend which sent my stress levels even higher.
I know that I can do this, this is my 3rd day without sugar but dang if it isn't really, really hard.
Tomorrow I am fasting which I am thoroughly looking forward to. I have a whole day off to rest and reflect and take care of Towanda. It is desperately needed.
Thank you all for being amazing and supportive.