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Day 442- De-stressing about everything

Thursday, February 14, 2013

Finally feeling better after going to the hospital for my migraine.

My CT scan came back normal and everyone seems to think my headaches are stress related. I've been gaining weight, which could be from a change in medication, or just lack of motivation. I've been unsuccessfully job hunting as well as trying to figure out if JD is ever going to propose.

All of these things were weighing on me literally and figuratively. I've just decided to stop caring. Not stop caring about my weight or the job search or the proposal, but to stop letting my worries get the best of me and my health.

I'm happy and healthy and going to keep moving forward regardless of what my scale says.

Here is my Happy Valentine's Day outfit. I realized after I took it, that I look like a Kim Kardashian wannabe with the blazer and sock bun, but I look happy. And who cares if I'm 188 pounds! I'm so much better off than I used to be and that's enough reason to smile.


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ELIZABETH5268 2/15/2013 3:21PM

    I get stress related migraines too. Sounds like you are on the right track though!

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SHAYGETSLEAN 2/15/2013 11:37AM

    You look absolutely marvelous!! Better them Kim!

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COUNTRYSTRONG21 2/15/2013 8:39AM

    You look great in that picture!

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NASFKAB 2/15/2013 3:42AM

  gorgeous you look lovely all the best

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JOSIE2013 2/15/2013 1:58AM

    Gorgeous!! You look incredible! And I have been living with my boyfriend for over 3 years and dating him even longer. We never fight and seem perfect together and I also don't even want to get married this young. BUT the fact that he hasn't asked does bother me a bit. Crazy insecurities sometimes make me think that maybe he hasn't asked because he doesn't love me. When in reality it is most likely because I already told him I don't want to get married until I am at least 26 and preferably 28. :) I guess he isn't a mind reader and doesn't know how truly crazy I can be sometimes.
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COCK-ROBIN 2/14/2013 10:58PM


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JENAE954 2/14/2013 8:52PM

  You look marvelous.
Glad you were pro active with the migraine.

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BESCATS 2/14/2013 8:14PM

    You definitely do look like an awesome lady, with a beautful smile.
Never sell yourself short !! Control those things that you can, and forget about the ones you can't.
Keep up the good work, stay positive about yourself, you are winning the game.

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CLPURNELL 2/14/2013 7:25PM

    You look awesome! Stay positive! Control the things you van and let the rest go!

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MERRY_XMAS 2/14/2013 5:17PM

    You look amazing!
And don't worry about proposals and stuff... You look like a great and loving couple!

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JACKIE542 2/14/2013 4:43PM

    So happy that you are ok. You look beautiful, have a great Valentine's day. emoticon

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    You are absolutely ravishing darling

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DETERMINED_ME 2/14/2013 3:49PM

    Look how cute you are!! emoticon

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LADYBUGLEX 2/14/2013 3:19PM

    I think you look great! And not Kim-like.

I can understand the stress thing...make sure to take care of yourself!

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ARUNNINGKAT 2/14/2013 3:00PM

    Looking awesome girl! And..... I hear you on the need to de-stress! I have been feeling the same need in my life. My problem is I have to not only decide I need to do it, but actually make myself do it too. Happy Valentine's Day! emoticon

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WACFIT 2/14/2013 2:43PM

    You've come a long way. Stressing never helps so you are making the right choice. Enjoy each day and things will work out. Glad your tests came out normal.

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KNYAGENYA 2/14/2013 2:26PM

    Stress is never worth it.

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CLRWILLIAMS25 2/14/2013 1:49PM

    You're so right! There is no reason to worry about things that are out of your control. It will only make you go crazy and get stressed out. And FWIW, You don't look like Kim Kardashian because you're not making that face where you're trying to seduce us!

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BIGREDANGEL 2/14/2013 1:45PM

    You look great!! And 188 is something to be proud of!! emoticon

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