OKAY I AM ASKING FOR HELP, THIS HOLIDAY, REALLY MAKES ME STRESSED, WHY ?? BECAUSE I AM ALONE, AND STRUGGLING. YES I GUESS I HAVE MADE SOME PROGRESS, READ MY FEW BLOGS, ONLY A FEW OF THEM, QUICK READS, BUT YOU CAN TELL I AM PASS THE STRESS POINT, A MELTDOWN IS COMING ANY MINUTE, WHAT DO I DO?
Guess stop yelling maybe, lol, not sure what will happen now, but at least now no one can say I did not ask for help, I screamed it out loud, food food food, just 1 issue among many for me , but I am aware we all have issues, some much more dramatic than mine, and when not stressed I am thankful for that, honest I am, but even my prayers seem to let me down once in awhile, and who am I to judge why that is, definitely not me. Surgery looming, if I don't die from it, which could happen if it burst and contaminate my entire body from the inside out, then being alone and being lonely , this alone sends many over the edge, for me there is no more edge I am already down below looking up, but hey I see the light, right?
okay enough , as there is 1-2 more things that really have me upset, things I can not do and yet have worked so DANG HARD TO BE ABLE TO DO, AND STILL CAN'T, but this is not the time for this, but believe me when I say these 2 things cause me the most stress at times, just trust me ok
Happy Valentines day