Thursday, February 14, 2013
If you were to see me now you would still see an obese person in the eyes of a normal weight person but I see success. I still need to lose 150 pounds. But God I have already lost 150 at least. I am a success in the fact that I have lost a whole person but I still have a ways to go. I am looking at myself as a glass half empty but also people see me as a glass half full. I still have to fight the food and watch myself at the table or buffet line. I still need to make myself get up and exercise. I have to make myself remember that there is a ways to go to my victory. I do see myself as a positive person but I also see myself in a realistic viewpoint as well. I still am considered morbidly obese. I still am high risk for every disease you can imagine. I still am diabetic with hypertension. But I am on my way to a healthier me. I wish it were faster to the health but it is not. I still see overweight in the looking glass.