Wednesday, February 13, 2013
Feb 2013: Dad passed away in Nov. Was very involved with caring for him the last 2 years. I'm now up 40. This isn't ok. Tonight I decided to make it real...AGAIN. The ultimate goal, that I have yet to reach is 35 weeks away from today @ 2#/week. 35 weeks from now is our 25th wedding anniversary. I have found my inspiration!!
That wedding dress...the one I bought 2 sizes too small, got into and proptly got to big for after the big day, has been a goal since I started getting serious losing weight. At some point the thought was by our 25th wedding anniversary. It was so far away, it didn't seem real.
So for a long time I've known I have lost control and am heading down a scary path of the old habits winning. I have avoided facing the fact that I need to stop talking and start doing.
So today, I decided to do. After doing the math, my goal is 2#/week. When I used the calculator to determine the date of acheiving my goal.... It's my 25th wedding anniversary.
Guess there is no going back now. The goal seems real now. Gonna do it.