Wednesday, February 13, 2013
Wow. I feel so nostalgic...and slightly depressed. What a rollercoaster ride. I feel like it's time to make a permanent change. I'm 30 (THIRTY!) Years old! You would think maturity would have taken hold by now and that i'd be applying what i know to be true and what i know to be effective, to my life. Instead i just beat myself up, mentally, for my idiocy. For ignoring a sure thing.
But no more! I'm back. I'm accessing these amazing, free tools, and i'm seeking out support. I'm going to hit the gym first thing tomorrow morning and i'm going to feel that euphoria that comes with pushing myself to the beat of an empowering song. I'm going to feel the burn and love it and i'm going to eat what my body needs, foods that i love, but foods that have been neglected.
I'm tired of feeling tired. I'm sick of eight hours at work draining me for the rest of the day. Tired of looking like a pastry chef. I want to look and feel confident. I want to be healthy and proud.